Kinder left
also took my breath away
I cried and cried
not beacuse of a broken heart
just in memory of the beautiful times we have spent with

Friendship is more valuable at this moment
Today I passed by the downs we spent summer together
which made me cried
such a beautiful and lovely place we have been to
went 4 parties, kiting and laughters
I cried just being touched by this beauty and great times

I have absolutely no idea about my life now
I want love but I am scared of love
I am waiting but I am also looking and ask myself what for?

contridictions and confusions

however, I still enjoy it

sense and sensibility, innocence
happiness, ruination, despair
disappointments, suffering, learning and growing

Life is never easy
I am gonna make every second meaningful

This is LIFE!!!