Dolphin girl in paradise

Life lesson

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:03:11 +0200

Well
This is a disaster but I have to face it in my life
I am suffering feeling and enjoying
Will this summer be great?
I have no idea
I am shifting myself
in a dangerous edge
no matter what will happen
I know I am stronger and stronger

Anyway
this is life
its never gonna be better or worse~?

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New dimension

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 23:10:17 +0100

Kinder left
also took my breath away
I cried and cried
not beacuse of a broken heart
just in memory of the beautiful times we have spent with

Friendship is more valuable at this moment
Today I passed by the downs we spent summer together
which made me cried
such a beautiful and lovely place we have been to
went 4 parties, kiting and laughters
I cried just being touched by this beauty and great times

I have absolutely no idea about my life now
I want love but I am scared of love
I am waiting but I am also looking and ask myself what for?

contridictions and confusions

however, I still enjoy it

sense and sensibility, innocence
happiness, ruination, despair
disappointments, suffering, learning and growing

Life is never easy
I am gonna make every second meaningful

This is LIFE!!!

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But why?

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 23:33:01 +0100

LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL…

Love is beautiful
Fierce and strong
An insatiable all-consuming fire
A lion pacing on the red hot embers of desire

Love is a thirst that is never quenched
A sacred flame that can’t be drenched
By icy showers of sobriety
Or a society strangled by notions of propriety

So what kind of love is this?
This love that dares not speak its name
This love that hangs its head in shame
It this so called love even worthy of its name?

True love doesn’t lie
It doesn’t hide
And it will never be denied the right to sing its furious song
In sad empty streets from dusk till dawn

Love laughs at fear
And cries out its name for all to hear

Love is beautiful
Fierce and loud
But most of all
Love is proud

But why
I can't feel it at all
All I wanted is simply someone who can make me feel the way true love is like!
Why struggle me to this stage?

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It's me and it's the end-I am flying away so far away

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 03:31:30 +0100

It's me
sexy, smart and bilingual

don't expect anything particularly
just wanna have fun...

Love dolphin
intelligent, curvy & brave

have been almost 20 countries over the world, from the east to west
love meeting lovely ppl ,talking to ppl and knowing about different lifestyles and cultures

If you are cool,plz talk to me

It's the end
It's all over now!
'You are too perfect...you are too good for me!'
I don't want your fucking excuses!
I know I am wonderful that I shouldn't have wasted my time on you
I know its gonna be a little hurt but I know after today-
everything is gonna be alright!
Love itself is a wonderful thing
but the power of it is just way too strong and I don't have the counter for that game-fucking stupid game!!!
I need to concentrate, despline myself
the past one month is just a lost
it's a shame
shame on myself
What the hell am I doing now
play or get played???
is love just a game!!!???
I wonder and I wonder and I'll never know
which one is the right game to play
who is the right person
too perfect?
bullshit

Falling in love is just bulshit!
'Falling for you in a big time!?'
Just see how you treated me

Should we treat relationship as a game?
Should we have to follow the rules?
I can feel the power of the rules and game
but I just don't feel right!
I don't feel right just follow my feeling either!
So
what should I do now?
Fuck it
All of you just fucking leave me alone!!!!!!!!

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The end of summertime

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 23:06:53 +0100

Things go on in my life
Its the end of my fabulous summertime
Beaches,parties,friends...
Enjoying life just so much.
The lovely autumn comes
chilling and romantic
babe its cold outside and I don't wonder why

Its too much to say now
feel so content at this moment of my life...
I'll love this till the end

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